I'm really pissed I just typed this fat long thing and lost it somehow...piece of sh*t!!! Nothing is going right.

Has it really been that long since I've wriitten?..well to update on that I was happy with the superbowl turnout!  Raiders got their asses kicked..they might as well not have even shown up!  They were an embarrassment to California!  My lil bro won $5 on that game!!  The raiders fans are some of the stupidest people in the world...They lose a superbowl and instead of rioting in the city they lost in they sit in Oakland and burn down their own damn city! HELLO IDIOTS! YOU STILL HAVE TO LIVE THERE! BESIDES IF YOUR MAD @ THE RAIDERS FOR LOSING... WAIT UNTIL THEY GET BACK TO OAKLAND SO YOU CAN BURN DOWN THE CITY WITH THEM IN IT!!!! 2 birds with one stone.

Anyway...lets see, new stuff!  College applications and scholarships are sending me through hoops!!! I got accepted to Sacramento State.  So at least that's out of the way. Now I have to get scholarships. 

I know she will probably read this and get pissed but I'm going to type this anyway....I'm kind of irritated with my friend Kym.  I did everything I could to help her get in touch with the people for Sac State regarding her application. I gave her the name address and e-mail of the admissions counselor and even typed a letter to him FOR her.  I asked her if she could make a copy of a scholarship form for me since she got the last one....you think she could do that? no! The next day she sat behind me in class and was filling it out. I asked her about it and her response was" Well, sorry, it's not my fault I'm trying to get this application filled out!" well kym if you're reading this...ask me for Sac State help my answer will be..."well sorry It's not my fault that I'm SELF CENTERED and only care if I get into college and don't give a damn about anyone else!!!

For the rest of you..sorry I had to vent..you know how it is sometimes..I'm sure.

 Anyway, on the brighter side of my life... Our school hosted the wrestling tournament for our league so there was a "convention" of hott guys.  My friends and I went and I enjoyed it, I had never gone to a wrestling match before....Wrestlers have the nicest butts! I'm sorry but it had to be said!!! It was lots of fun and I saw a friend of mine that I hadn't seen in almost a year..He's a wrestler (news to me) I just waved and smiled but now I have to hunt him down, I feel kind of stupid because I can't remember his name, but yeah I'll find him.

My mom is such a bitch too, she keeps telling me "you think you are getting so grown and blah blah blah!!!" I have to get the hell out of here she's driving me nuts. she's giving me gray hairs!!!!

Life is throwing me through some hoops and sending me down some winding roads, but once I track that guy down, get my scholarships done, and once my mom stops being a bitch and thinking that she knows everything, the road will straighten out!!! So until then....... 
 

DAMN THE WHOLE MUTHA F****** SUPERBOWL!!!!!  The Raiders verses their old coach...what the hell kinda' sh*t is this!!!!!

I hate the Raiders cuz they are sooooooooooooooooo over rated! I don't hate the Bucs but they beat my 49ers....decisions decisions!! Who do I want to win...or do I even give a rat's a**???? I think this year...I will just watch the superbowl for the commercials!!!!!

sound like a plan?

Danm...It's been hella day's since I've written!  Anyway  I'll start with yesterday....

Last night was our Annual Health Academy Social!! Fun is an understatement..we had to play this game where we lined up in boy-girl order and then we had to pass an orange from the beginning of our line to the end!!! easy...NO! we couldn't use our hands, we had to hold it between our chins and our chests!!! and pass it on. I was the last person in line so when it got to me I had to take it from Nate dogg and run it to the front of our line!  It finaly got to me....I had the hardest time grabbing it and ended up on my knees with Nates croth in my face.....it looked really bad and they took pictures!!!!! iT WAS VERY STRANGE!  Anyway I got the orange and our group got 2nd place so yeah.

The other game was fun too, we put lifesavers on a straw and had to pass them from person to person (straw to straw!) Talk about HARD!!! man oh man, Nick and I dropped it 4-5 times before we got it, we were the first pair to get it and the first group to finish!!!! Hell Yeah. It was really funny b/c Nick is taller than me so he had to stoop down to get the Lifesaver from me, He got down on one knee and it looked like he was proposing....Simperman teased him and said..."where's the ring?"

Today was scary b/c my dad made me drive a LONG distance which I haven't done since I was 12.  I don't have my permit so shhhhhh.....but it was fun! I only managed to piss one person off!!! YES!!!! I got us home safely though! Then my mom got jealose so she made me drive her to the store. Totally different story...she was more tense than I was!!! The way there was great, nice and mellow, but the way back she wanted me to make the light and tells me to GUN IT!!! big mistake, very scary...so yeahI'm still alive and thats great!!!!

Nuthin' new today!! It's Friday and I'm happy except for the fact that mom is FLASHIN' like crazy, she walks in the door and yells @ me, she continues to yell and yell until I don't even realize she's yelling anymore!!!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

On a lighter note....I did something stupid in Spanish yesterday, it was funny and got a laugh, but stupid nonetheless.  I was talking to a friend of mine and I had asked him to make me a list of songs that he would like for me to burn onto a CD for him.  He had finally made the list and I asked him for it, he told me to hold on he said..."It's in my pants, do you want me to get it?"

I (being the sarcastic smartass that I am) replied..."Can I!!!!"  Boy oh boy was he surprised, shoot...so was I! I joke around like that with my really close friends because they know that I'm joking, but he got blind sighted!! Anyway, I think he realized I was joking, so all is well, Damn...me and my big ass mouth!

Another day at the mall with Dani, and just as interesting!!!!!  The day started out kinda' slow, we just went up the street and got some food.  We got whistled @ and honked @ stuff like that! Damn the male population is so dumb, but ya' gotta' love 'em! CAN'T LIVE WITH 'EM WOULDN'T BE HERE WITHOUT 'EM!!! right!

Anywayz, we came back to my house and relaxed for a while cuz I had a fat headache.  It didn't help that my brother was in the shower singing horibble and as loud as he possibly could.  He sounded worse than N'sync!And that SUCK!!! anyway, while he was in the shower, his lil' friend was sitting on the couch talking non stop!! OMG!! It's impossible to get rid of a headache in my house!

I finally gave up on getting completely rid of my headache and Dani dragged my lazy ass off the couch and we decided to go to the mall.  My lil' brother was going to go and bring his lil' friend too, so we were going to meet them there so we could go back home w/ them, cuz there are way too many wierdos in downtown Sacramento especially @ night.

We got to the mall and right away it started a group of guys walked by and started saying.....hey chocolate wussup baby, and one guy even said hey chocolate vanilla swirl.  (It's cus Dani is white and I'm black) Stupid male species!!!!  We were wondering how they new our nick names (lol)!  We walked away from that and went hopping from store to store until we saw something we liked, be it merchandise or a hot guy!! We walk through one of the little corridirs and saw these  guys playing with a dummy. I lokked at them and started laughing.  then they noticed us and started commenting on or apperance and making "sexual gestures" toward us!! We again walked away from that and decided to go take pictures in one of those booths. Good idea right!? WRONG!!! we were in there and we kept cancelling the pictures b/c they didn't look right when all of a sudden 2 guys walked up behind us and asked what we were doing.  They asked if they could take pictures with us, we were like Ummmm..No. Then they introduced themselves to us and we shook hands, one of them was cute but the other guy wasn't.  They were both pretty nice though.  Anyway they asked if we had boyfriends and lying through our teeth we said "Yeah"! they left. They said something like, "that's not cool" or something.  We were wondering how they knew we were in there and what propelled them to come our direction if they couldn't even see us!!! We both turned around and looked down realizing that the background for the picture booth stopped right above our butts!! Great, so our big asses lured them to us...weird!!!1 They we left the picture booth and walked around a lil' bit more and saw our picture buddies again, they were hella' muggin'.  Then we walked past some old ass men and they barked @ us!! ewwwww I said " you guys are Fucking disgusting!!!" they were surprised and just rolled thier eyes.  We went back upstairs to the food court and saw the group of guys that were playing withthe dummy again...we had no choice but to walk passed them.  Yikes! Sow we did.  Then they used one of the worlds worst pick up lines ever made!!! "Are you guys all-stars....Cuz you got All-Star Asses!!" OMG!! how tacky is that!?  The guys weren't all the bad looking. They were cute until they decided to talk!! How sad!!

After that we decided to go, so we met my lil' bro and his friend ate and got on the Light rail.  YUCKY!!!!! I sat in this seat and on the floor was a big ass puddle of spit!!!! I shreiked!!!! and got up my brother thought I was spazzing out. I went to another seat and my stomach was doing flipp flops.  then this stinky man sat next to me and started eating stinky chips....If he hadn't got off when he did I would have puked all over him.  We FINALLY got home and I sat down for 5 minutes and now I'm writing this...hope you enjoy!!!